Aug 25, 2006 19:31
I am feeling a little bit torn between what once was, and what presently is. i am torn between how ive felt, how i feel and how i should feel. you want to remember the past, live presently and look forward and work for the future, but sometimes all you end up doing is living in the past, and fucking up your future.
i am feeling a little bit gray a lil bit blue, sort of lost and sad and not fully sure of the future at all. i think im holding to the past too much wanting things to remain and not change.
but thats not life.
life progresses, it changes, and all we can do is try to keep up. try to keep up and smile.