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May 17, 2006 17:46

I'm so disappointed that I can't do guard this year. A couple weeks ago I was so happy it was finally over though, so I really don't know what to do. Mybe I'll just take a year off and if I still really miss it then I'll just go back my senior year. My junior year I need to concentrate on school most importantly, and I could get a job and start dancing again. I wish I could do it all though. I wish I could do guard, dance, yearbook, work, hang out with friends, and still get straight A's. They say it'll be different this year and it would be for fun, not as serious or negative or anything like that. But for all I know, it could be the same exact thing as this past year and suck. OR, it could actually be different. There wouldn't be much of a winterguard season because we lost so many people this year, but the team would be more fun.
but I guess my decision's already made. I can't do guard because I don't have enough class periods. It would probably be better if I didn't do it in the long run anyways.
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I hope I don't feel like this during every marching band rehearsal.
I need to get busy doing stuff on wednesdays from now on.
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