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today I was soooo sleepy in the morning. I spent the night tossing and turning in my little nightmare land... I woke up too early because of this and in a bad mood. I hate having nightmares about (ok I can't type it right now... I am sad lol). T, Tom and Lucy where in the dream and it was just bad I felt like shit. Then I get to school and I saw David and I sat down and started talking to him trying to forget the night before and that helped so I was in a good mood again. I met a cool guy named Tim, he's really nice :).
Then off to drama.... it kinda sucked because my mind was elsewhere but meh. French was as boring as always and I wanted to harm the teacher. Math... was ok I was actually smiling again during math. Lunch, met up with Dani and Lauren and the other Dani and we walked around and talked, Dani (not the new one but shy Dani) and I agreed on how much the day sucked. Changing class I saw David again and we talked for a little while again, I insisted to him that listebing to music IS productive lol. American History was... ok at first and then since we were watching the patriot and the substitute teacher was paying more attention to the TV than Owen yelling out how high he was (I swear Owen is high EVERY day) so I sat in the floor with a book opened and decided to call Tom and T. T picked up the phone and I was so happy :D. We talked for a while and I explained to her a lot of bottled up emotions I had and she helped me a lot by just listening and giving me her great advice. We talked for a long time and I cried and it felt nice to cry because I just needed it then. She got me to audition for the school musical and I have decided that for the try-out I am going to sing.... Time Warp. It's going to be FUNNY! On to art club... did some drawing, painting and planning... hate the teacher. Marianela came to pick me up and I locked myself in my room and put on the CD Rudy let me borrow today :D. I was so happy... seriously very happy at this point and I still am but like an hour ago I was like seriously jumping on the bed right now I am just content though I still can't look out the window for my own good...
that is roughly my day now I am going to actually do HW for once.
Then off to drama.... it kinda sucked because my mind was elsewhere but meh. French was as boring as always and I wanted to harm the teacher. Math... was ok I was actually smiling again during math. Lunch, met up with Dani and Lauren and the other Dani and we walked around and talked, Dani (not the new one but shy Dani) and I agreed on how much the day sucked. Changing class I saw David again and we talked for a little while again, I insisted to him that listebing to music IS productive lol. American History was... ok at first and then since we were watching the patriot and the substitute teacher was paying more attention to the TV than Owen yelling out how high he was (I swear Owen is high EVERY day) so I sat in the floor with a book opened and decided to call Tom and T. T picked up the phone and I was so happy :D. We talked for a while and I explained to her a lot of bottled up emotions I had and she helped me a lot by just listening and giving me her great advice. We talked for a long time and I cried and it felt nice to cry because I just needed it then. She got me to audition for the school musical and I have decided that for the try-out I am going to sing.... Time Warp. It's going to be FUNNY! On to art club... did some drawing, painting and planning... hate the teacher. Marianela came to pick me up and I locked myself in my room and put on the CD Rudy let me borrow today :D. I was so happy... seriously very happy at this point and I still am but like an hour ago I was like seriously jumping on the bed right now I am just content though I still can't look out the window for my own good...
that is roughly my day now I am going to actually do HW for once.