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Ok so I really haven't updated in a while and I really think it's time to. To all those who read this you guys will know the truth to what's going on between James and I. It's hard to explain and I really hate to explain it. But we're not together. We haven't been for a while. But I still love him with my whole heart and I want to be with him more than life itself. I just know that that's not going to happen. No matter how hard I try. He's my hero and he's my best friend. I can't help but love him and look up to him. I can't write anymore right now I'm ready to cry. Love you guys.