Good Morning Starshine, the Earth Says Hello!
So thus begins the first day of my whole week off, yay!! I have the whole week of this week cuz it's the senior trip to Florida, and I obviously decided not to go. Only about half of the seniors are on the trip. With the exeption of yesterday(which was pouring rain.... it was even raining in Pennsylvania, where my dad and I went on a college visit to Gannon University, which is only two hours away,)the weather should be awesome this weeek. Can't even tell it rained yesterday, theres nothing but sun out:)I am soo looking forward to sleeping in this week, relaxing, and most of all not having to deal with stupid drama and shyt that goes on at school. This vacation came at just the right time I believe.It's only been two months and it already feels like I've been there forever. Ugh...
I am also finally cleaning out my room of many pieces of junk. Its amazing what you find if you are a total packrat rat like I am. I found things back from 7th and 8th grade. It sucks.... no matter how hard I try, not matter what things I say to myself, those years will always be the years that I can pretty much retain every excruciating, painful detail and memory, which are all that I have of St. Rose. Coming home every day in tears, my mom being the saint she is and singlehandedly getting me through those years. It's a miracle that I even survived that place;haaa... dungeon is more like it. Somehow though I think I experienced that hell(and no, thats not to strong of a word) for a reason... i've become a different and stronger person because of it. I can't tell you how happy I am that my room is finally getting a long overdue cleaning. I also need to finish my college essay, which hopefully will turn out well. Processing information and organizing it isn't one of my very strong points lol. Oh well,one of the downsides of having a learning disability I guess. I'd like to have my applications in by Thanksgiving, which I am soo looking forward to this year. By then i hope at least some work can begin on our bathrooms and attic, which we have been ready to remodel since end of spring, beginning of summer. I can't stand our bathroom, I'm clapping my hands in delight:)
Swimming All Catholics are this Thursday... I really want to go. It sucked missing my senior year of swimmming. Even if it's sitting in the stands, it would feel nice to be a part of at least the end of the season. And the other best part? Hopefully Nick can talk to Caroline and convince her to go, so he can ask for a ride and we'll get to see each other(BIG smile)Friday we are planning on going to the Gallera.... two days with him:) YAY!!!! It has been wayyy to long. And I really really want to be with him right now. I can't tell you how much I miss cuddling with him, sharing soecial moments that made me feel so happy he's my best friend. He needs me now and theres nothing I want more than to be there for him him.
Did I mention how happy I am since I have this week off?
I am also finally cleaning out my room of many pieces of junk. Its amazing what you find if you are a total packrat rat like I am. I found things back from 7th and 8th grade. It sucks.... no matter how hard I try, not matter what things I say to myself, those years will always be the years that I can pretty much retain every excruciating, painful detail and memory, which are all that I have of St. Rose. Coming home every day in tears, my mom being the saint she is and singlehandedly getting me through those years. It's a miracle that I even survived that place;haaa... dungeon is more like it. Somehow though I think I experienced that hell(and no, thats not to strong of a word) for a reason... i've become a different and stronger person because of it. I can't tell you how happy I am that my room is finally getting a long overdue cleaning. I also need to finish my college essay, which hopefully will turn out well. Processing information and organizing it isn't one of my very strong points lol. Oh well,one of the downsides of having a learning disability I guess. I'd like to have my applications in by Thanksgiving, which I am soo looking forward to this year. By then i hope at least some work can begin on our bathrooms and attic, which we have been ready to remodel since end of spring, beginning of summer. I can't stand our bathroom, I'm clapping my hands in delight:)
Swimming All Catholics are this Thursday... I really want to go. It sucked missing my senior year of swimmming. Even if it's sitting in the stands, it would feel nice to be a part of at least the end of the season. And the other best part? Hopefully Nick can talk to Caroline and convince her to go, so he can ask for a ride and we'll get to see each other(BIG smile)Friday we are planning on going to the Gallera.... two days with him:) YAY!!!! It has been wayyy to long. And I really really want to be with him right now. I can't tell you how much I miss cuddling with him, sharing soecial moments that made me feel so happy he's my best friend. He needs me now and theres nothing I want more than to be there for him him.
Did I mention how happy I am since I have this week off?