Jun 02, 2005 01:56
i just wanted to say that i am truely sorry to anyone that i have ever hurt...i wish that i could take it all back. but i cant so i am hoping that those i hurt will forgive me and give me a second chance...some people say they regret things they did in the past but i learned not to...every mistake that you make you learn from and i have deffinately learned from all of my mistakes and i am asking for my second chance...everyone deserves one...where is mine???
well i dont really know what else to write...im kinda distracted by a lot of things on my mind...i have been talking to a few people...but i cant make anything serious of it and sometimes i wish i could but i cant...no matter how hard i try i cant...but enough about that...
i have been working a lot lately...
i leave for NSU camp on sunday...woo hoo a four and a half hour drive in a car by myself...what fun...ROAD TRIP!!! or not...lmao them i come home on friday the 10th and take ACT on the 11th...Matts birthday...at CHS what fun...ugh and i leave for the LSU camp on the 12th...my claire and phillie arent gonna be there!!! it wont be the same!!! no late night burnt pop corn on the last night...hahahaha!!! good time! lmao.
ummm...i got my court date changed to August 10th...what fun! lmao...
i have to learn all of my music tomorrow because i wait till the last minute...but its no big deal i do it for every audition and i make them all...maybe if i started practicing earlier for them i would do better...thats something to consider...but not right now...too stressed...
i have come to realize that in the end...it is always my fault somehow or another and im starting to accept that fact...i just want something to work out for me for once...
im cellular...woo hoo!! lmao 705 6624 if you would like to call me sometime...haha
ok well thats about all the energy i have left in me...