hey i miss it
Its just not the same. -Definitely- missing something. And I know what it is, it’s just that now there’s not much that I can do that will change how it is now. I really miss it. It’s true you don’t really notice or appreciate things as much when they’re around… but……. This is different. I really really appreciated it when well.. yeah, It was not something I grew to depend on, maybe a little but not so much that I’d not be happy now. You know? Well anyway, it’s even worse than how it would be.. Or could.
Maybe I should have just settled for the average, you know, like not ask so much of this or that, or push it to the limits. -Because- now it’s gone. It’s actually kinda sad. Haha tell you a secret though, now I have to spend more money than what I used to have to. It was like double score when you were around. I’d be happy and I wouldn’t have to spend as much money. -Not- that that was all I intended it to be.
There was more, there was definitely more. Somehow it felt satisfying? We didn’t usually have much time to spend much time together so usually it was for a quick snack, meal or something like that. Nothing big, but like.. I dunno I enjoyed it.
I sit here in this particular place, well where we used to meet all the time, here as well as many others, but mostly here. The -city- was just the easiest most convenient place.
Something that really make a difference: the group. Not to sound cliché.. But it’s so different not having you around.
Oh geez just listen to me. Get over it Sarah. You knew it wouldn’t last. It was bad for you anyway. Everyone knows that. Too much of an amazing thing will do you in good.
Maybe I should have just settled for the average, you know, like not ask so much of this or that, or push it to the limits. -Because- now it’s gone. It’s actually kinda sad. Haha tell you a secret though, now I have to spend more money than what I used to have to. It was like double score when you were around. I’d be happy and I wouldn’t have to spend as much money. -Not- that that was all I intended it to be.
There was more, there was definitely more. Somehow it felt satisfying? We didn’t usually have much time to spend much time together so usually it was for a quick snack, meal or something like that. Nothing big, but like.. I dunno I enjoyed it.
I sit here in this particular place, well where we used to meet all the time, here as well as many others, but mostly here. The -city- was just the easiest most convenient place.
Something that really make a difference: the group. Not to sound cliché.. But it’s so different not having you around.
Oh geez just listen to me. Get over it Sarah. You knew it wouldn’t last. It was bad for you anyway. Everyone knows that. Too much of an amazing thing will do you in good.