Sep 10, 2003 15:38
I hate going bakk to school every monday.. its a really boring day..mm so monday i went to school then came home and hung out with my baby for an hour or so..we went out with Mark and Melissa.. it was alright.. i'm really not interested in hanging out with them that much anymore, there cool and all and its not really anything bad about them, its just that they always fight and they have so many god damn issues and thats all they ever talk to us about and sometimes i swear the only reason they are still together is because Josh and I tell them that they are over reacting.. o well who am i to say how there relationship is?? I don't even know what i'm trying to say. .O well! Then tuesday..hmm lets think.. I went to school and got this stupid fucking project in speech class and a shit load of homework, it really bothers me when like every freakin teacher schedules something on the same week, i guess thats what high school is about but i mean seriously we want to have lives too yah know! so then today i find out that i have to present my speech on FRIDAY.. oh yeah so i'm glad that he gives us uhh 2 days to prepare for a fucking speech.. but you know what every other god damn table doesn't go until tuesday or wednesday..how fair is that.. he could atleast give us all the benifit and give us all the 3 day weekend but no he has to be an ass an make our table go friday!! AHHH!! School stresses me out n' drives me bonkers!(wow what a cooool word)ENOUGH BITCHING!
Alrighty.. Emily and I have been writing notes back in fourth which i like.. but i really miss having classes with her.. i think this is like the 1st year that we haven't had atleast one class together since we've been friends.. Kinda depressing..:/ hmm but I can't wait until we get to hang out again.. i know now not to risk anything, we've been though way to much shit to risk this friendship one more time.. because i swear if there is one more fuck up or lie.. we'll NEVER be able to hang out or see each other! And i WILL NOT let that happen!
Gmm so todays wednesday.. lets see today i had like a total stress break down.. no tears or anything just way to much shit to do. Hmm so lets see. i'm not sure what i'm doing tonight.. probably going to type up my paper for english..TAKE A BIGG BATH..and josh might stop by for like a half hour when he gets off work but that isn't until like 8! :( I think hes gonna rent me a movie that i can watch at night before i go to bed. whatta sweetie!!
well the more i think about it the more i get upset.. i'm gonna miss katie so much.. i've had so many fun times with her and even a lot of rough times.. i love her so much tho.. so many of my freshman year memories include her, not all but a lot, and knowing that she won't be just 2 minutes away if i needed to go to her house.. i dont know i'm gonna miss her so much and it upsets me a wholeee lot.. so if this is you katie.. i love you so much!
And All i Have to say here is MICAHEL!! AHHHH!!! :/
Alrighty.. I've been thinking about going to homecoming.. but i'm still not sure if i'm going to or not.. but now i know that if I do go atleast i have plans and a group that i could be included in! Just 4 girls!! it'd be me, kait, allory, and brittany young.. who i haven't seen since last year and i miss! and the 4 of us might go to dinner then go to homecoming.. but i'm not really sure if i want to go yet or not.. who knows.. we'll find out soon enough!!
Well i've written a book.. reply if you want..
PEACE OUT!!
-Tina-