*shruggs*
so i'm just feeling so BLAH lately, and it could b because i'm not working and not doin a whole lot... or its the fact that i dont see my friends enough... or the anxiety of me moving away in like 2 months (there about)... so yea. whatever it is, its making me blah. i was in a bigger rut about 3 weeks back... that was a big episode too... and now i'm half way to what it was before. i.e. just shruggs things off. so we'll see what happens. how long it takes to revert back to happy (not just content) or go back into a big rut and b bitchy (haha).
i dunno... a few of my friends know. or realized before i did... and i just dont wanna b like this again. so i hope i snap out of it soon... there's gotta b a way to get out of this...
but who knows when it could happen... bah, now i sound all emo like.. haha. stupid ruts do this to me hahahaha. god i can b such a loser.
ne who... that's all for now.
.later.
i dunno... a few of my friends know. or realized before i did... and i just dont wanna b like this again. so i hope i snap out of it soon... there's gotta b a way to get out of this...
but who knows when it could happen... bah, now i sound all emo like.. haha. stupid ruts do this to me hahahaha. god i can b such a loser.
ne who... that's all for now.
.later.