Feb 01, 2006 18:37
8 months ago the only thing i could feel was pain and horror and sadness and all i could do was cry and pray, pray to god that i could get over her and that i could find someone new and just move on from all the shit I was put through and it happened..I know I like to bitch about love and shit but it was before I realized how good love is when you love someone and they love you back. yes love can be shit and torchure and horrible but it can also be amazing and happy and i found someone to help me realize that.
I love her..I love her with every inch of me she came into my life and put my heart back together again she made me realize that loving someone isn't always pain and terribleness(I don't think that's a word but oh well lmao) she showed me how amazing it is to love someone and have them love you back. I hope that she never leaves my side I would go completely 100% INSANE without her..she is everything to me she makes my life complete..I love CRYSTAL<333
So that's my love life lol and the rest of my life well pretty stressful actually two of my best friends just recently went through hell which made me realize how much people take other people for granted! FUCKERS! lol Trisha and Johoe i love you both very much! BFFL ♥
And can't forget about my Staxi who is DEFF coming back very soon even though it's only for 4 days :( but still I LOVE YOU and wow can't wait til you get here NO SCOOL lmao BFFFEE♥