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So yah...last nite n 2day im sad...cuz Nick is goin to tha moviez 2nite with Stephanie...he sez not to worry...they're "just friends" and I dont wanna worry cuz i trust him....but i useta trust muhself./..but the ppl who i thought were just friendz turned out to be more...now im sad...wuteva im lookin up poemz online they're madddd saddd....read em...post commentz im wicked bored...peace!!!!
You know if you have a real true friend
Cuz they'll be with you till the end.
You know your friendship will always last
Cuz they'll forget your long lost past.
They'll be with you through thick and thin
no matter what kind of trouble your in.
They'll make you happy when your sad
and make you laugh when you get mad.
And when your stuck and need some help
They'll go out of their way to get you out.
Except when things go horribly wrong
Then your life writes a whole new song.
You feel like your in a big black hole
no friends, no life, no happiness or soul.
You feel alone with no one to care
You reaching out for help that isn't there.
Your dying from pain and no one cares
But what happens when you die and your not there?
Your friends start to cry and they don't know what to do
They lost a good friend, and that friend was you.
Everyone is silent, and doesn't know what to say
And everyone knew the people that pushed you away.
They drop to their knees and bow their heads down
The room goes quite and spirts no where to be found.
I don't want this to happen, I want to live life
But all my friend's silence pushes me closer to the knife.
I want friends who care and who will keep me safe and sound
I am not really ready for my body to be burried underground.
So I ask you this question, listen and comprehend
Can you imagine your life knowing your the reason that I'm dead?
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She loved him so much, it seems so right,
To have sex for just one night.
They were so young and carefree,
Until that baby made them see
Life isn't all fun and games,
It takes hard work, struggle, and pain.
But, she was young her life was torn,
She decided the baby wouldn't be born.
She killed the child for her own life,
By simply going under the knife.
And now it's gone, her boyfriend's too.
She has nothing anymore to do.
A priceless life was taken.
And in the end she's nothing, wrong, and mistaken.
That baby could have made a difference, become a doctor or wife.
But, now it's dead and she's alone, because she went under the knife.
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6 weeks old today mommy,
a birthday gift for me,
a pair of big blue eyes,
thru one day I will see.
Where are we going mommy,
with the rain splashing down,
when it hits the side walk,
it makes a funny sound.
bang through the big white doors,
people dressed in green,
if they hurt you mommy,
just run away and scream.
Help me mommy!
their tearing me apart!
there goes my big blue eyes,
there goes my little heart.
I love you mommy,
believe me that I do,
but the wort part mommy,
was thinking that you loved me too.
I fucking hate abortion...:-/
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Just becuase im alwayz smilin doesnt mean im happy, because deep down in the ugly balck pit of my heart im insane its like the non-stop shattering of glass is playing around in my head the walls are closing in on me as long sharp spikes enter my stomach and slowly the rain pounding on the window is driving me insane i crawl in my bed and shut mmy eyes to try and forget every thing but all i can see is a horrifying imagethatll never go away blod is running down my walls and evil demons have cornered me i think im going to die
The only ppl who undastand are far away or gone:(
Dude im so emo(Tayla) hahahaahaaa wit da bass/base ;-) wuteva!! :/
You know if you have a real true friend
Cuz they'll be with you till the end.
You know your friendship will always last
Cuz they'll forget your long lost past.
They'll be with you through thick and thin
no matter what kind of trouble your in.
They'll make you happy when your sad
and make you laugh when you get mad.
And when your stuck and need some help
They'll go out of their way to get you out.
Except when things go horribly wrong
Then your life writes a whole new song.
You feel like your in a big black hole
no friends, no life, no happiness or soul.
You feel alone with no one to care
You reaching out for help that isn't there.
Your dying from pain and no one cares
But what happens when you die and your not there?
Your friends start to cry and they don't know what to do
They lost a good friend, and that friend was you.
Everyone is silent, and doesn't know what to say
And everyone knew the people that pushed you away.
They drop to their knees and bow their heads down
The room goes quite and spirts no where to be found.
I don't want this to happen, I want to live life
But all my friend's silence pushes me closer to the knife.
I want friends who care and who will keep me safe and sound
I am not really ready for my body to be burried underground.
So I ask you this question, listen and comprehend
Can you imagine your life knowing your the reason that I'm dead?
--------------------------------------------------------------------------
She loved him so much, it seems so right,
To have sex for just one night.
They were so young and carefree,
Until that baby made them see
Life isn't all fun and games,
It takes hard work, struggle, and pain.
But, she was young her life was torn,
She decided the baby wouldn't be born.
She killed the child for her own life,
By simply going under the knife.
And now it's gone, her boyfriend's too.
She has nothing anymore to do.
A priceless life was taken.
And in the end she's nothing, wrong, and mistaken.
That baby could have made a difference, become a doctor or wife.
But, now it's dead and she's alone, because she went under the knife.
----------------------------------------------------------------------------
6 weeks old today mommy,
a birthday gift for me,
a pair of big blue eyes,
thru one day I will see.
Where are we going mommy,
with the rain splashing down,
when it hits the side walk,
it makes a funny sound.
bang through the big white doors,
people dressed in green,
if they hurt you mommy,
just run away and scream.
Help me mommy!
their tearing me apart!
there goes my big blue eyes,
there goes my little heart.
I love you mommy,
believe me that I do,
but the wort part mommy,
was thinking that you loved me too.
I fucking hate abortion...:-/
--------------------------------------------
Just becuase im alwayz smilin doesnt mean im happy, because deep down in the ugly balck pit of my heart im insane its like the non-stop shattering of glass is playing around in my head the walls are closing in on me as long sharp spikes enter my stomach and slowly the rain pounding on the window is driving me insane i crawl in my bed and shut mmy eyes to try and forget every thing but all i can see is a horrifying imagethatll never go away blod is running down my walls and evil demons have cornered me i think im going to die
The only ppl who undastand are far away or gone:(
Dude im so emo(Tayla) hahahaahaaa wit da bass/base ;-) wuteva!! :/