It never rained like it has tonight before
I know it's been forever since I've updated, and it'd be great if I actually posted something fun/entertaining/happy, but I need to write in here to keep me sane.
I feel like absolute crap. My roommate knows this because she said something to me about it earlier. And JUST as I'm about to put my pajamas on to go to bed (yes at 11pm on a Friday night) she goes to let her stupid boyfriend up! And now he won't leave, I'm tired, I don't feel well, I want to go to bed, and I might as well like freaking kill myself right now because she doesn't care and they keep looking at me and then continue making out. What did I do to deserve this? Why is my RA such an unhelpful person and didn't talk to her like she said she would? Why would I have to be the one to move out when she's the problem?
I am just really unhappy with my life right now. I've tried so hard to fix things but it's like there's no use. I'm just feeling really bad right now. I'm feeling useless, invisible, unwanted, unappreciated and just crappy.
Hopefully this will turn around tomorrow.
I feel like absolute crap. My roommate knows this because she said something to me about it earlier. And JUST as I'm about to put my pajamas on to go to bed (yes at 11pm on a Friday night) she goes to let her stupid boyfriend up! And now he won't leave, I'm tired, I don't feel well, I want to go to bed, and I might as well like freaking kill myself right now because she doesn't care and they keep looking at me and then continue making out. What did I do to deserve this? Why is my RA such an unhelpful person and didn't talk to her like she said she would? Why would I have to be the one to move out when she's the problem?
I am just really unhappy with my life right now. I've tried so hard to fix things but it's like there's no use. I'm just feeling really bad right now. I'm feeling useless, invisible, unwanted, unappreciated and just crappy.
Hopefully this will turn around tomorrow.