skating tonite
well tonite i went ice skating n saw ppl dare like ofcoruse steph n shamira cuz they went wif meeh also brandon ryan a. ryan v. jacob nikki n other ppl.... well like we kame to inceredible ice round 7 n like 20 mins later i saw ryan v. n he sed he'd let meeh borroe his jacket n wen is ay hi he juss says hi n leaves im liek ryan kan i borroe ur jacket so he gives meeh it.. out of all the jackets he has he has to bring his hockey wun dat has his name on it so the whole nite shamira was kallin meeh mrs. vaughan lol... so i went ice skatin wif brandon n bout 9 40 brandon was liek to ryan eh y dunt u ask her out n stuff then i kame up brandons liek she snot that bad lookin ryans liek i no she isnt n then brandons like u 2 go up stairs so we did n we were juss talkin n stuff n hes like if u wanna go down stairs to ur friends u kan im like no its fine so we were alone for a while n dis gay retarded dude who works dare was like ya kant be up here n shyt so i went down stairs then he kame we were talkin a while then he left n stuff so 10 mins later i had to leave so i went up staris to find him n we were tlakin a while n i was waiting for him to ask it bak he didnt even ask for it bak im like well i g2g so im standing there for a few mins hes liek i thot u had to go im liek ryan wut am i wearing dat is urs hes liek well u akn keep it til monday or w/e u want im liek u decide he sed he rather get it bak now cuz he doesnt wanna carrie it at skool so i gave it bak (i smeel liek ryan now which is good =) -->) so yea i went home now im think of him noww =( cuz dis part komes up in my mind all the tyme wen he sed to nite " i dont liek her!!!!" he was liek yelling it out i noe dat he doesnt but like he didnt have to yell dat so dat goes on in my mind over n over again... kinda bumed but tomorroe is a new day i no dat im lucky he acts liek such a good friend even wen he noes like dat i love him a long tyme ago..... 6 months since i liek him on tuesday -->2/2/05<----
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