i admit it

Apr 26, 2007 23:00

you're on my mind and I miss you.
Those 3 words are on the tip of my tongue when I am with you, and I have to consciously hold them back. It's getting harder.
Brian came over on Tuesday & so did Leslie...can you imagine 3 people & Alina in my very messy living room?!?! I hadn't even unpacked yet.
I'm glad I got to start my birthday with you. I couldn't ask for a better beginning to turning 26. If it'd been up to me, it would have been all day. I'm sorry about going home, it just wasn't good timing. Me turning down great lovin' on my birthday...I think the world stopped turning!But again, you mean more to me than just that.
I wonder if you read this you know...the last weekend you were here was a lot like one of my entries (or was that the myspace entry?) lol...it's hard to keep them straight sometimes. This one is more my innermost thoughts because only a few are privy to its existence.
I have to admit I was very upset with you that Friday night. It takes a lot for me to schedule a time for me to go out, now that my sister had her baby, it's a lot more work to take on another baby. Maybe I'd just romanticized it to much in my head, I'm a girl I do those types of things. I was surprised though how fast the emotion melted once I saw you. You definitely have my heart.
I hope you get to come visit soon...there is nothing better than just getting to enjoy your presence.
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