Not trying to offend anyone....
I just wanna say that you can only help out people so much. I guess that certain people just dont want help.
I really hate seeing people down to the point they have gotten so far into this deep black abyss that they cant get out because it is too late.
Then, some people like to say stupid shit so they can have people feel sorry for them, and tell them that they are not like that. I know that there are many people out there like that. I know that I used to be in that predicament, but you know that it gets old after awhile. People get fed up of hearing the same shit over and over again. It is kinda like you are a broken record.
I know that I dont really have my shit together, but I have gotten help with my issues. I havent ran into speed bumps in long time because I woke up, and faced the real world. I am getting my career set straight for myself by attending school full time, have perfect attendance, and getting "A's" in the class. I also am still holding down a job even though that my hours are cut in half, but it still shows that I am holding my own ground. I have worried about myself, and things are looking up for me. I know that I have some issues still to take care of, but not afraid to be open about it. I know that there are good friends like drinknmdori, and casual5150 to help me out when I am stuck in a rut.
I know that some of this I am saying is wrong, but you just have to vent on here. That is what LJ is for, and that is to express how you feel. I am doing better now with my meds, and learning how to deal with tough situations. I am learning not to blow little things into bigger things, but thats a totally different entry. I dont want this entry to offend anyone. I didnt write this to go out to anyone in particularly. This is really about just people who are like this in general.
It is just that you get to the point where trying to help out someone can only go so far. The only thing left is that the person is the only who can help themselves. Then, they will night be able to deal with it themselves, or just go fucking insane because they have pushed everyone who cares away. The people who usually get pushed are the ones who care about them the most. When that person is ready to have someone to be there. Thats when they do realize that it is too late for help because no one doesnt wanna hear it.
I really hate seeing people down to the point they have gotten so far into this deep black abyss that they cant get out because it is too late.
Then, some people like to say stupid shit so they can have people feel sorry for them, and tell them that they are not like that. I know that there are many people out there like that. I know that I used to be in that predicament, but you know that it gets old after awhile. People get fed up of hearing the same shit over and over again. It is kinda like you are a broken record.
I know that I dont really have my shit together, but I have gotten help with my issues. I havent ran into speed bumps in long time because I woke up, and faced the real world. I am getting my career set straight for myself by attending school full time, have perfect attendance, and getting "A's" in the class. I also am still holding down a job even though that my hours are cut in half, but it still shows that I am holding my own ground. I have worried about myself, and things are looking up for me. I know that I have some issues still to take care of, but not afraid to be open about it. I know that there are good friends like drinknmdori, and casual5150 to help me out when I am stuck in a rut.
I know that some of this I am saying is wrong, but you just have to vent on here. That is what LJ is for, and that is to express how you feel. I am doing better now with my meds, and learning how to deal with tough situations. I am learning not to blow little things into bigger things, but thats a totally different entry. I dont want this entry to offend anyone. I didnt write this to go out to anyone in particularly. This is really about just people who are like this in general.
It is just that you get to the point where trying to help out someone can only go so far. The only thing left is that the person is the only who can help themselves. Then, they will night be able to deal with it themselves, or just go fucking insane because they have pushed everyone who cares away. The people who usually get pushed are the ones who care about them the most. When that person is ready to have someone to be there. Thats when they do realize that it is too late for help because no one doesnt wanna hear it.