Hey Hey!!
Well i'm outta work getting ready to take a shower thought i would write a few words.. umm.. If anyone wants to hang call the cell :)
~THINKING~
There are so many days I wish I could turn back time just so I can do things again.
Than there are times I wish I could forget forever.
I don't have any regets, just things that you can't beleive you did or you do.
There is this one thing I keep thinking about and I hate it.. There is a person that in some ways I think I should hate and than there is a part of me that tells me not to hate that person. I know things happen for a reason but sometimes I don't understand why or what I should even do about the things that happen.
So now I'm thinking what I should do... just let go or hold on... let go sounds so much easier... I know I'll always think what if.. To hate or not hate.. I never thought I would be asking myself that question... I don't hate anyone really your feelings can just be hurt so bad you don't want to even think about that person but something inside of you has you thinking of that person.. god whats going on with me...
Well I can say I don't hate this person, but I well say trust could always be in the way...
Friendship are so hard at times...
If anyone has any commets for me please leave them, I could use some help.
~Nikki~
~THINKING~
There are so many days I wish I could turn back time just so I can do things again.
Than there are times I wish I could forget forever.
I don't have any regets, just things that you can't beleive you did or you do.
There is this one thing I keep thinking about and I hate it.. There is a person that in some ways I think I should hate and than there is a part of me that tells me not to hate that person. I know things happen for a reason but sometimes I don't understand why or what I should even do about the things that happen.
So now I'm thinking what I should do... just let go or hold on... let go sounds so much easier... I know I'll always think what if.. To hate or not hate.. I never thought I would be asking myself that question... I don't hate anyone really your feelings can just be hurt so bad you don't want to even think about that person but something inside of you has you thinking of that person.. god whats going on with me...
Well I can say I don't hate this person, but I well say trust could always be in the way...
Friendship are so hard at times...
If anyone has any commets for me please leave them, I could use some help.
~Nikki~