WOW i haven't wrote in here in sooo long...

[lilsexybabygirl]

Some shit has been going on.. Not really going to write all about it right now but just a little of whats up... Work is crazy had to take a week off..Why you ask.. because my grandpa passed away.. :( i don't really know how i'm doing... i know that sounds funny but i'm still kinda like in denail.. or whatever you wanna say it is... i don't understand why you have to deal with so much when this happens i just wish things were different or maybe even just easier you know.. i don't know what i'm really trying to say.. grrrr this really sucks.. i don't know what to do.. i think that i should move away... things seem like there could be greener on the otherside.. my friends Kyle said its true and even said i could come live with him until i found my own place or just whatever... i wouldn't mind being around him... hehe i think we would be a little not always wearing clothes all the time.. but i think it'll be okay and i would like it heheh... but thats not something everyone should know... but i guess i'm out for now...
Just so everyone knows i won't be online for a little while because i won't be able to.. but its all good heather well have the internet back in a week or so... so i'll say whatd up to everyone than.. much love :)
<3 Nikki <3