WHY!??!!!???!!?!

[lilsexybabygirl]

Why is it when you think things start going so good in your life it takes a turn that makes you think so much and things just suck... i just wish things could start alright in my life because i can't seem to handle things so while anymore. i use to be so strong and now i don't know what happened. i'm not so strong anymore and now i justr cry all the time i hate it and sometimes i don't know what to do about it. anyways... things at my end are just going to hell...
i have to work tonigt and that sucks... i just want to get my mind off everything that is going on and just forget about my life how much better that would be huh...

well hi to everyone and call me when everyone wants to hang out i'm up for drinking this weekend... just call me

love ya nikki