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hey everyone, i dnno right now im thinking about jose <3 my babi. i cant belive hes really really gone,i mean its already 4 months! <3 and i miss him more and more each day, its like even though me and him wernt best friends , we still knew each other by name, we always said hello and good-bye to each other, hung out a few times, where in the same class a couple of times, we were friends and know, hes gone, never coming back, and i know, me and every other person that knew him will always miss him so much, and will ALWAYS remember his adorable smile, and will never forget him, hes always gonna be with us, no matter what, even if we cant see him, and i think just about every girl my age in astoria had a crush on him, i know i did, and i mean the wake, the wake was awful, it didnt look a thing like him, and i mean i dont know why, but i wasnt crying while i was waiting online, or while i got in the room,i mean we had to wait on an 30 min line, and i was told from others, some ppl had to wait 1 hour to an hour in a half, just to get into the funeral home, and i mean i saw it it was packed, hundreds of people, he was like the most popular kid in astoria, even the crack heads and the pot heads knew him by name, i mean EVERYONE came to his wake, and the minute i got up to the cascate, i broke down and started crying hysterically, and everyone was crying, and i looked up to the big thing where they had hundreds of pictures, and i saw a class picture and i was sitting next to him, and i just cant belive hes gone. and EVERYONE was just heart broken by this, i mean i was walking home from school like the day after, i saw kids with it written on the back of there shirts, "r.i.p jose" and i mean when i met hussain, he had it written on his uptowns, and i mean i have it written all over my school books, its just amazing how much everyone cared for this kid, and i will miss him so much - r.i.p jose babe, we miss you so much,
