I didn't say I was the only one being left out. I just said I felt left out. I am happy for you. Ever since you started dating Andy it has brought you this relativly drama free group (Jeff, Jenna, Adam, Andy, Ryan(for a little while), Mannie...etc.) which is great. All I was saying was that ever since then, I hardly hang out with you. Obviously Pete and Andy have something to do with that. But I miss when we used to hang out at least once a week. I know you are in school and are busy...but you still manage to find time to hang out with those people. I'm like your once a month. I don't want the world to have pity on me and I don't want everyone to all of a sudden call me everytime something is going on. I would just like it if I got more than one phone call a month from people, from anyone. Things are different now that people are in school, but I am going back to high school on this one. I know that I am not close to certain people...but people like you Sarah, who go to school right down the street from where I am most of the time, I wish just once you would have invited me to stay over or even see your dorm. That's all. I don't think that is being irrational. I don't expect to go to parties every weekend. I don't expect to get a call everytime someone does something. I don't think I did anything wrong to merit anyone not liking me...I was being sarcastic. You just have to be in my shoes is all. Everyone else goes to school or has a job and interacts with people on a daily basis. I'm stuck in this purgatory where I can't start school, i can't ship to basic and no one will hire me. Everyone is busy. I spend most of my time sleeping out of utter boredom and depression because while everyone else is on campus or going to classes...I have nothing to do. That makes me a little more lonely than the average person. Whatever. I was just trying to open up to you, not argue. I was just trying to say that I miss how we used to be. I was just trying to admit that I was jealous of Jenna. That's all. Take it as you will, you know my number and Pete's. So call if you want to hang out. I will be around...obviously.
i wasnt trying to argue either, i would invite u to stay at my dorm, but i barely stay there and my roommate is a dork and there is no where to stay, its like a closet, andy has stayed here twice and thats cause i basically forced him. When i am doing something on weekends its usually at someones house and i dont get to make the decision on who to invite over, not that i ask and they say no, its just maybe i dont always think of it, or its late, or i try to get in touch with u and i cant. im sorry you feel that way, the phone works both ways too.
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