missing them
It's hard to believe its October already and in this past year I've been through 5 friends' funerals. Its definately not the easiest thing. i'm glad to hear austin to doing better, but really, i cant believe how this year has turned out...
I miss ryan so much you dont even know. Not being able to talk to him just upsets my day, everyday. he was always the one there to be my dad when i was in a bad position, was always there to protect me. i love you babe and talking to you at your grave was the hardest thing i've ever done...
going through all of these deaths makes you want the comfort or the support from your loved ones. its hard to think of the one guy you could want, wants you too but we each just drift away from each other cuase we know its the best thing to do. i miss him. he "tells" me he misses me, but who knows. gotta love the relationships of life and what they bring.
well love all.. RIP: KJ,Austen,Webby,John,& Dillpickle.
I miss ryan so much you dont even know. Not being able to talk to him just upsets my day, everyday. he was always the one there to be my dad when i was in a bad position, was always there to protect me. i love you babe and talking to you at your grave was the hardest thing i've ever done...
going through all of these deaths makes you want the comfort or the support from your loved ones. its hard to think of the one guy you could want, wants you too but we each just drift away from each other cuase we know its the best thing to do. i miss him. he "tells" me he misses me, but who knows. gotta love the relationships of life and what they bring.
well love all.. RIP: KJ,Austen,Webby,John,& Dillpickle.