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half empty beer cans start to pile up, i cant make anymore room, i should just throw them away. cigarettes mostly make it into the ashtray, not gonna lie, there's ash everywhere. need to clean the frog tank, need to pay bills, need to find money to pay bills, need to clean my porch and take out the trash, need to get a bed, need to get my ass off the couch. i dont play pool anymore, or really go to the dive. work pretty much sucks all the time, i slack as much as possible. i have a lot of liquor and beer left over from the bbq, someone should help me out with that.
i miss being active, advocating for something, anything that deserves more attention or change. i feel so disconnected from myself that im trying to seek it out in others - won't happen. im not sure why im writing all this, ill probably just delete it later.
i miss being active, advocating for something, anything that deserves more attention or change. i feel so disconnected from myself that im trying to seek it out in others - won't happen. im not sure why im writing all this, ill probably just delete it later.