Ok so I finally go my prom dress. Here it is:
Ok so the pictures don't really show how amazing it looks on me. lol I just need shoes, earrings, a purse, and a date.
Ok Im getting really frusturated trying to make babies look like roasted pigs. Whatever. It's a stupid art project for English class. Whatever. I feel extreamly lazy and unmotivated. The only good thing about school is seeing my friends.
I'm so excited on getting my acceptance letters, soon I hope. I rented the new version of Pride and Prejudice after I read the book for English. I have realized that i am such a romantic at heart. I've also realized that my mom is a fatalist and I am most defanitly not. We missed the road to get to my sister's basketball game and my mom was all like "We missed the road for a reason. We were supposed to miss that road and miss some big tradgedy. Or maybe we are supposed have something happen." I was so amazed that she could think that.
We are now halfway through the 3rd quarter. In 6 weeks it will be April vacation and then another month and we will be graduating. I can't wait. Yet, I'm a little nervous to leave my comfort zone and my structured life. I'm worried I won't make a lot of friends at college and that all my friends who are staying in Maine/New England will stay close and make new friends and I will be left out. I don't know. I'm just worried about uprooting my whole life and essentailly starting over. But that also excites me. I have realized that after college I want to be a Foreign Service Officer and live and work overseas with the government. I was look at the job description and stuff and I was amazed and enchanted. I'm so excited but also tired.
I'm sick of being cold and uncertain of what I'm going to fell on any given day. I'm having a lot of mood swings and I don't know what id up. I'm having my annual physical soon for track so we'll see what happens.