my shallow heart's the only thing thats beating
ok i should clarify a few things that everyone should know about me, because people are starting to get the wrong impression here.
1) i am conceited. i call it confidence, but meh, whatever. you cant break it either. i dont think im fat, and i do think im pretty. go ahead and tell me what you like, it takes a lot more than a few people to break me. im not modest in the slightest. occasionally, yes, i will blush, but im not modest. and i DO love being reminded im pretty. deal with it. oh, and i couldnt give a rats ass less if you hate me. id love you anyway ;)
2) i am insane. obviously, if you dont know that by now, your just retarded, plain and simple. i say and do the craziest shit because you know what, i love to.
3) i live life to the fullest, and right now, i am in love with life. if you cant be happy for me and for that, then screw you, because it has taken me 16 years to be so happy. i love guys, altho as of recent im not a real huge fan of girls anymore. i have my few i like, but thats about it.
4) im not actually a slut. although i am quite nymphatic (?). i havent slept with THAT many people, jeez. by definition, i really am not a slut. i might be easy, but im not a slut. but you can keep thinking that, cuz everyone does, including my mom.
5) i am a serious bitch. especially if you piss me off or are on my bad side. or if i dont know you. im the biggest asshole to people, and i know it. its part of my personality, dont like it? get over it. i drive like an asshole, i live like an asshole. once you get to know me and i like you, however, im quite pleasant, and i should think i am a good friend. although i should leave that to my friends to decide.
6) im always horny. i suppose i should have put that under the "im not a slut" category.
7) im late for everything. if i tell you a time that i will meet you, wait 15 minutes. im chronically late, its a real issue. i thought i should add that in because ive begun to realize it. im the worst procrastinator on the planet. seriously.
8) i love shocking people. i will do ANYTHING to shock people. i love seeing peoples jaws drop, i think its hilarious, and i will tell you anything if it will surprise you. including when i announced in 9th grade that i was bisexual. i wasnt really sure then, but i know i am now, but yeah. that was awesome when i would tell people that.
9) i always try to act sixteen. for the last year and a half, i had to be 17 or 18 because of marc and because i hung out with all his friends and it seemed weird. and hey, it worked. at least 3 people thought i had graduated and wondered why i was back in school this year. so like, before you go on saying im immature, let me remind you that im immature because i choose to be. and because i like living this way right now. so POOP. because i can say that, and i dont care what you think. im sick of having to be older, i want to be 16-going-on-17.
okay, i had to get that off my chest, because those are several things that have been mentioned that needed correcting. this is me, and im not afraid to share it with all of you, because its me and i have absolutely nothing to hide anymore.
onto my day. it was simple. i woke up, went to the blums, went to work, came home, and here i am. i dont think we need details, but i promise you it was a VERY good day!!!!
:D dan and arielle came to visit me at work tonight! i had a premonition that they would lol. it was awesome. and i love their mommy, shes so nice!!
goodnight moon, goodnight stars. goodnight rocking chair, good night old lady with white hair... (im not sure where i was suppose to be going with this)
1) i am conceited. i call it confidence, but meh, whatever. you cant break it either. i dont think im fat, and i do think im pretty. go ahead and tell me what you like, it takes a lot more than a few people to break me. im not modest in the slightest. occasionally, yes, i will blush, but im not modest. and i DO love being reminded im pretty. deal with it. oh, and i couldnt give a rats ass less if you hate me. id love you anyway ;)
2) i am insane. obviously, if you dont know that by now, your just retarded, plain and simple. i say and do the craziest shit because you know what, i love to.
3) i live life to the fullest, and right now, i am in love with life. if you cant be happy for me and for that, then screw you, because it has taken me 16 years to be so happy. i love guys, altho as of recent im not a real huge fan of girls anymore. i have my few i like, but thats about it.
4) im not actually a slut. although i am quite nymphatic (?). i havent slept with THAT many people, jeez. by definition, i really am not a slut. i might be easy, but im not a slut. but you can keep thinking that, cuz everyone does, including my mom.
5) i am a serious bitch. especially if you piss me off or are on my bad side. or if i dont know you. im the biggest asshole to people, and i know it. its part of my personality, dont like it? get over it. i drive like an asshole, i live like an asshole. once you get to know me and i like you, however, im quite pleasant, and i should think i am a good friend. although i should leave that to my friends to decide.
6) im always horny. i suppose i should have put that under the "im not a slut" category.
7) im late for everything. if i tell you a time that i will meet you, wait 15 minutes. im chronically late, its a real issue. i thought i should add that in because ive begun to realize it. im the worst procrastinator on the planet. seriously.
8) i love shocking people. i will do ANYTHING to shock people. i love seeing peoples jaws drop, i think its hilarious, and i will tell you anything if it will surprise you. including when i announced in 9th grade that i was bisexual. i wasnt really sure then, but i know i am now, but yeah. that was awesome when i would tell people that.
9) i always try to act sixteen. for the last year and a half, i had to be 17 or 18 because of marc and because i hung out with all his friends and it seemed weird. and hey, it worked. at least 3 people thought i had graduated and wondered why i was back in school this year. so like, before you go on saying im immature, let me remind you that im immature because i choose to be. and because i like living this way right now. so POOP. because i can say that, and i dont care what you think. im sick of having to be older, i want to be 16-going-on-17.
okay, i had to get that off my chest, because those are several things that have been mentioned that needed correcting. this is me, and im not afraid to share it with all of you, because its me and i have absolutely nothing to hide anymore.
onto my day. it was simple. i woke up, went to the blums, went to work, came home, and here i am. i dont think we need details, but i promise you it was a VERY good day!!!!
:D dan and arielle came to visit me at work tonight! i had a premonition that they would lol. it was awesome. and i love their mommy, shes so nice!!
goodnight moon, goodnight stars. goodnight rocking chair, good night old lady with white hair... (im not sure where i was suppose to be going with this)