--Sometimes Life Sucks--
I can't help but to think that everytime I start to like someone, it turns to shit. Everytime. I screwed up me and Hank, and Canaan. And now I may end up doing it again. I like someone. We barely know each other but I like him. And he knows, and I've been told that he likes me a lil bit too. But now I'm starting to think that a REALLY good friend of mine likes him too... And I don't really know how to handle this. She doesn't know I like him, and I'm not for sure she likes him too, but most likely. A pattern is forming now with my life... I'm always the one who screws everything up for me. It's never someone else. I never allow myself to be happy... Even if there's nothing stopping me, I just can't do it. This time though, I'm going to try to change that... I like this person a great deal, and if he likes me too, I'm not willing to compromise my happiness for someone else. Not this time anyways...
But who am I to make comcrete plans like this? I'm over it now...
I'm sorry kids for bringing you another depressing moment in the LJ of Lil Sarah.
Take a Prozac and call me in the morning.
Be good kiddos.
-sarah-
But who am I to make comcrete plans like this? I'm over it now...
I'm sorry kids for bringing you another depressing moment in the LJ of Lil Sarah.
Take a Prozac and call me in the morning.
Be good kiddos.
-sarah-