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well i havent updated this thing for a while and i know that all of you if you had a dollar everytime i said this you guys would be rich lol ~ but about 2 days ago my grandpa just died ~ and that was really hard for me because after he got married again he left state and no one heard from him and no one knew he was sick so i have to deal with all that seeing your dads side of the family you dont really know......
other than that ~ brandon and i are doing ok ~ lol even though sometimes i just feel sooo alone ~ he likes to play this game that is called cs aka counter stike and i know that he has been playin it long before him and i got together but the way i think is that there is way more to life than being on a computer ~ if you just sit on the computer alot you are missin alot of life ~ but he is the team leader or what not and his website is downloadedluck.com and im proud that he has alot of respect from he team and he is soo good at it but sometimes i wonder if we will do it all his life cause when he play that game i think what am goin to do sit there and watch and i get soo bored and i dont know what it is anymore but for some reason i really want to have a baby but he already has 2 by another woman (which is a total BITCH) and i love him to death so i love them and i have got sooooo close to his daughter but i still want my own and that doesnt look like that is goin to be able to happen for a while grrr ~ i need someones to help a sista out lol
other than that ~ brandon and i are doing ok ~ lol even though sometimes i just feel sooo alone ~ he likes to play this game that is called cs aka counter stike and i know that he has been playin it long before him and i got together but the way i think is that there is way more to life than being on a computer ~ if you just sit on the computer alot you are missin alot of life ~ but he is the team leader or what not and his website is downloadedluck.com and im proud that he has alot of respect from he team and he is soo good at it but sometimes i wonder if we will do it all his life cause when he play that game i think what am goin to do sit there and watch and i get soo bored and i dont know what it is anymore but for some reason i really want to have a baby but he already has 2 by another woman (which is a total BITCH) and i love him to death so i love them and i have got sooooo close to his daughter but i still want my own and that doesnt look like that is goin to be able to happen for a while grrr ~ i need someones to help a sista out lol