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Mar 08, 2006 18:57

So i'm sure most of you know that one of my new years resolutions was to stop being such a pushover. I actually thought i have been getting better.. in actuality.. its not me being a pushover, it's just me being used. I probably blowing this up outta proportion because i can't really think all that well, but still .. Pushovers.. atleast they get care from their friends.. being used.. yeah.. its just like give me this..
Maybe it is because i'm sick or maybe me becoming sick has made me realize it more.. they just dont care.. just gimme.. how are you feeling?.. naw. blah maybe im just being selfish about it. we'll see how the week progresses... and maybe ill do something about it, but knowing myself.. ill just look the other way. I need to get away .. spring break i need you..

on a side note. i'm getting better.. i coughed up a shitload of green crap in the bathroom of foellenger.. so thats a sign of healing. yay. bad cuz it's obviously an infection.. oh well.. bring on the scartissue! for more info on my sickness see www.xanga.com/lilsamosa21
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