stuff
Im eating a popsicle
my popsicle is orange
orange popsicles make me smile
Kids from Campbell County make me smile
a lot
seriously...you guys completely made my otherwise sucky day on the 15th, not so sucky...
You guys need to come visit, that would make my year.
James is now my friend on lj
James makes me smile
New friends on lj make me smile
I like smiling...
I want to write about how incredibly cruel people can be to pretend to befriend a person and then talk so harshly about them behind their back. I want to talk about the betrayal thats going on with someone I saw as a friend (and no, if you think its you, its probably not). I want to know whats going on inside his head when he says the things to me that he says. I want him to know that when I talk to him I get butterflies in my stomach, just because for that split second I know Im on his mind. I want to not be so caught up in things. I want things to be as simple as PB&J again. I want to have another party, but with more people and bigger fires. I want to be loved. I want to know that when I wake up in the morning, there is someone that wants to be with me as much as I want to be with them. I want this all to end. I want to get out of my depression, as well as I may seem to hide it. I want a shoulder massage on my left shoulder. I want to let all this out wihtout fear of judgement. I want people to read this and have it in the back of their head but not really there, so that when one of these things comes up, they will think of me and it will be special.
But most of all...I want no one to try and guess who pretended to befriend a person and then talked about them behind their back. I want no one to try and guess whom I feel betrayed by. I want no one to try and guess who he is. I want no one to try to untangle me from the mess Im caught up in. I want no one to try and make things as simple as PB&J. I want no one to come to my party in fear that things will get messed up. I want no one to try to love me because it hurts too much. I want no one to wake up in the morning wanting to be with me, because Im afraid I might mess that up. I want this to last forever. I want to stay in the state Im in because I feel its simply justice. I want no one to touch my left shoulder because it hurts too much. I want people to understand what Im saying. I want people to think of me when Im not around and something that has nothing to do with me comes up.
I need a vacation.
I need to get away from the people that I spend everyday with.
I need someone to talk to.
I need someone I can trust.
Kaity.
P.S. I need you (?)
my popsicle is orange
orange popsicles make me smile
Kids from Campbell County make me smile
a lot
seriously...you guys completely made my otherwise sucky day on the 15th, not so sucky...
You guys need to come visit, that would make my year.
James is now my friend on lj
James makes me smile
New friends on lj make me smile
I like smiling...
I want to write about how incredibly cruel people can be to pretend to befriend a person and then talk so harshly about them behind their back. I want to talk about the betrayal thats going on with someone I saw as a friend (and no, if you think its you, its probably not). I want to know whats going on inside his head when he says the things to me that he says. I want him to know that when I talk to him I get butterflies in my stomach, just because for that split second I know Im on his mind. I want to not be so caught up in things. I want things to be as simple as PB&J again. I want to have another party, but with more people and bigger fires. I want to be loved. I want to know that when I wake up in the morning, there is someone that wants to be with me as much as I want to be with them. I want this all to end. I want to get out of my depression, as well as I may seem to hide it. I want a shoulder massage on my left shoulder. I want to let all this out wihtout fear of judgement. I want people to read this and have it in the back of their head but not really there, so that when one of these things comes up, they will think of me and it will be special.
But most of all...I want no one to try and guess who pretended to befriend a person and then talked about them behind their back. I want no one to try and guess whom I feel betrayed by. I want no one to try and guess who he is. I want no one to try to untangle me from the mess Im caught up in. I want no one to try and make things as simple as PB&J. I want no one to come to my party in fear that things will get messed up. I want no one to try to love me because it hurts too much. I want no one to wake up in the morning wanting to be with me, because Im afraid I might mess that up. I want this to last forever. I want to stay in the state Im in because I feel its simply justice. I want no one to touch my left shoulder because it hurts too much. I want people to understand what Im saying. I want people to think of me when Im not around and something that has nothing to do with me comes up.
I need a vacation.
I need to get away from the people that I spend everyday with.
I need someone to talk to.
I need someone I can trust.
Kaity.
P.S. I need you (?)