so basically i've become a vampire...
is it vampires that never sleep? oh wait they do. i don't know, i'm just becoming a nonsleeper i guess. i have had so much on my mind, my emotional stability has been shot. last night i couldn't fall asleep, so i stayed up until about 1 or 2. then i got up at 5:30 this morning and couldn't fall back asleep because i was so worried about my road test...WHICH I PASSED!! WOOO!! i definitely watched the history channel all morning (who does that?). and now i am up late again.
fuck fuck fuck. i am so sick of letting people get to me so much. i feel weak that people can have such a big affect on me and that my feelings can get hurt so easily and badly. i had my hopes up so high....shittt.
well on the bright side...WE'RE GETTING A DOGGY!!! yayyyy
anyway, i have been spending a lot of time with mel lately. like more than usual. if that's possible, lol. i like it though. we are growing even closer and she means so much to me. i'm very fortunate :). DC is in 4 days and that will just be absolutely AMAZING.
tomorrow's the big party that i have been working my ass off for allll week. i hope a lot of kids come and billy has fun. i'm going to hold a snake! wahaha.
ok since i can't sit still i think i might got for a little bike ride. that's right - a bike ride at 2 in the morning. yeahhh i'm sweet....or weird. one of the two.
fuck fuck fuck. i am so sick of letting people get to me so much. i feel weak that people can have such a big affect on me and that my feelings can get hurt so easily and badly. i had my hopes up so high....shittt.
well on the bright side...WE'RE GETTING A DOGGY!!! yayyyy
anyway, i have been spending a lot of time with mel lately. like more than usual. if that's possible, lol. i like it though. we are growing even closer and she means so much to me. i'm very fortunate :). DC is in 4 days and that will just be absolutely AMAZING.
tomorrow's the big party that i have been working my ass off for allll week. i hope a lot of kids come and billy has fun. i'm going to hold a snake! wahaha.
ok since i can't sit still i think i might got for a little bike ride. that's right - a bike ride at 2 in the morning. yeahhh i'm sweet....or weird. one of the two.