What's been going on as of late
I have been auditioning for a play called "the Blue Room". It's really raunchy, and really entertaining. I got called back for 2 parts, a model, and a prostitute, and I do have a good feeling about it. I'm happy I have some sort of creative exploration going on. Tonight I'm dding for the girls, going to a hockey game, should be fun. I was supposed to dd for another party for Brandon, but things are kinda weird after today. He misses me and loves me, and wants to be able to have me, but he wants other people too, and that'd be great in a perfect world, but I don't want that. I wanna find someone that I'm enough for, but more importantly, I wanna be single and have good friendships. Me and him are still great friends, he is a great support, but I kinda made it clear today that me and him really are done, and we are both sad, me cause he's kinda selfish in a way, and him cause he does want me as that in his life but can't help the fact that he wants other girls too. The way I figure is that he won't be able to get what he wants unless me and him have a lil more space then what we give eachother, cause we are always together. He'll miss me, I know it, which is why I need to give him some time away to be happy with his decisions. Of course we are still good buds, and we aren't not seeing eachother at all, I'm just not spending night and day with him.
Family is visiting for my last game. I hope I make captain, I truly loved being a captain, even though it was under gay terms. Ah well, I guess that's enough for tonight.