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Gosh, it honestly kills me that my parents are kinda forcing to help. Money wise.
Next semester I will be acting in a play, and I won't have about anytime at all to work, so I'm saving up now. Yea, I have somethings to pay for. . . like a broken windsheild as of last night (175 bucks) oil change, tire rotating, trip to bristol and phili (which shouldn't be all that much). And everything else would be saved. . . I mean I did put in 400 bucks to the bank. . . and it bothers me, cause I'm upset that people are giving me presents, when I can't afford to give them anything. . .so my parents keep trying to put money in my account, or arguing with me to let them help, when I am fine. . I work 3 shifts this week, work new years eve in newport news, and I'll work when I get back from phili until I leave. . . I need to save money. . . and I can take care of all my expenses if I just work when I say I'll work. . . that should give me enough for a while. . . gosh. . . it bothers me.
I'm really upset right now. . . . and I take it almost as an insult cause I can take care of myself.
If anyone was getting me a present, please, I beg you don't, or if you have gotten it, keep it, give it to someone else. . . I can't give you anything in return and it hurts my pride that I can't give anything to the people I love. . . I'm sorry, but I don't need anything, please don't give me anything. . . really. I know what I have to do, priority wise, and my parents can't just give me money like they want to. . . I appreciate that they care, but they can't. . . . I'm ok, and I'll be fine.
Next semester I will be acting in a play, and I won't have about anytime at all to work, so I'm saving up now. Yea, I have somethings to pay for. . . like a broken windsheild as of last night (175 bucks) oil change, tire rotating, trip to bristol and phili (which shouldn't be all that much). And everything else would be saved. . . I mean I did put in 400 bucks to the bank. . . and it bothers me, cause I'm upset that people are giving me presents, when I can't afford to give them anything. . .so my parents keep trying to put money in my account, or arguing with me to let them help, when I am fine. . I work 3 shifts this week, work new years eve in newport news, and I'll work when I get back from phili until I leave. . . I need to save money. . . and I can take care of all my expenses if I just work when I say I'll work. . . that should give me enough for a while. . . gosh. . . it bothers me.
I'm really upset right now. . . . and I take it almost as an insult cause I can take care of myself.
If anyone was getting me a present, please, I beg you don't, or if you have gotten it, keep it, give it to someone else. . . I can't give you anything in return and it hurts my pride that I can't give anything to the people I love. . . I'm sorry, but I don't need anything, please don't give me anything. . . really. I know what I have to do, priority wise, and my parents can't just give me money like they want to. . . I appreciate that they care, but they can't. . . . I'm ok, and I'll be fine.