Welp. I must say I constantly feel bad when people right big posts. I feel horrible sometimes actually. I feel sometimes like even though I try to keep close to everyone down there, I do try. I call people, leave messages and texts, and no one ever really replies except amber and maybe chris sometimes. It's just sad that I go through the same
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I wish I wasn't such a drifter either...going from group to group...I've always felt out of place. And seriously it's sad but because of this fight with Becky I know things are forever gonna change and the group from this summer is going to change. I already know that Cory is going to flock to Becky because he likes her and the friendship him and I had is only gonna be something where if we hang out it's prolly gonna be the two of us going to lunch ever blue moon...as much as that's gonna suck because I love Cory but that's how I feel it'll be. I mean there's other things too. But I just can't wait to chill with you and Jaime! That'll be so much fun! Jaime is a great guy and an awesome friend and I love him to death!
It's amazing though...I find myself finding out who my real friends are...and it's comforting to know who I have while going through a hard time. Just know that you do have me...being in 2 different places is really no help at all. I mean Kari and I are cool again but she's in Delaware and we don't talk much...Maile's here and it really is awesome when we have time to chill and talk and what not. Brett's in Delaware...I mean it's harder to talk and keep close with people you dont' always hang out with because the phone is tiresome and agitating yah know...
I love you girl...call me anytime
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