Aug 10, 2004 10:15
woah... so just when i thought things were getting bad... when you fight back with kindness... you stun people and they don't know what to do with themselves. GOD ROX! when i thought i was down and out, and all depressed, i trusted in the Lord, (hard thing to do... but duh.. why not... he is ALWAYS there...) anyways... he just rox.
i am glad to hear that things are working out between friends, at least that is what i hear on several pairs of friends that have come to me. its AMAZING what happens when you put GOD as the focus point.
so... even though i fail everyday, multiple times a day in my case, i'm coming to realize that it doesn't matter. little things we fail at everyday, we can't get angry over, its not worth it. sometimes people's tone of voice will anger me, then i take it out on other people, but none of that matters. all of those things can be overlooked. sometimes we get so caught up in things that are of this world, right in front of us, that we don't realize we can get out of it and look beyond. its like we are enclosed inside 4 tight walls, and we can't move, and we think there is no way out, then we look up and realize there is no roof... and GOD CAN AND WILL get us over that wall, if we have faith.
another example... in case you can't relate to walls... lol. the ocean right. the sea is BEAUTIFUL, looking out onto the ocean right, gorgeous. oki... so that is our life. but when you are in the water, and a tidal wave comes, you think you are seriouly going to die, becuase you can't get out, you will just drown. we get sooo caught up in ONE WAVE in our life, that we forget the big picture of the beautiful ocean, and what a beautiful thing God has created, US! So, live for the Lord today... pray constantly. you will be AMAZED how your actions will change when GOD is on your mind all the time. well... i'm trying to succeed by failing... its amazing what God is trying to do with me...
Daddy, i am not worthy because you are beyond words. But please humble me Lord, help me to open my heart completely to you, to pray unceasingly. I love you. take my life and mold it into who you want me to become. i have no clue what is going on, and i don't know where to go, give me your guidance, and help me to do nothing but things that are pleasing to you Love. help me to have faith, as to move mountains. help me open my heart and lay out everything i have for you. in your name i pray. Amen.