Weight loss and life
Well I have lost of 50 pounds! Since the start of this whole process
Ill post some pics later. I've been real into the before and after shots lol.
I'm going to the gym and (gasp!) running ! And I can breathe. I feel healthier. Yes there days that I struggle with eating. Meaning I'm just not hungry and my 1/4 of a cup meals are too much to eat. And other days I get in all my meals. But generally I get in all my vitamins, all my protein which is what matters to me.
Shopping....yeah that scares the be-Jesus out of me. I have gotten one new pair of jeans since surgery (they are falling off now) all of my skinny jeans are fitting like regular jeans. I have gotten new bras and underwear but even trying bras in gives me anxiety attacks. Like I can finally buy those items in "normal" stores. But i don't know. I still get freaked out I won't be able to get my size. I think in my head I'm still big. Does that make sense?
Also my body shape has changed from an apple on top if tooth picks to hourglass. And I'm not sure how to dress it any more.
I need the what not to wear people come to my rescue.
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