I like parking lots.....
Only six days remain until my first year of high school comes to a close all too quickly. When I look back over everything that has gone on throughout the year, I almost find it incredibly hard to believe that I was a naive, know-it-all, horny little freshman just last August. I feel like I have completely transformed in the past year into somebody I like better than before. Although I still remain the same happy-go-lucky, 5'1 and 3/4 overachiever I started out being, I can't help feeling a complete metamorphosis on the inside. I feel like I have become a much more open and accepting person altogether and that I play my life by ear even more so than before.
I am coming out of this year with not only with a different mind set than before, but with a great group of friends, and a girlfriend whom I will miss like crazy come this August. All in all, I just can't believe that this year is over, and it scares me that I only have 3 more years before I will go to college, 7 before grad school (if I go), and in another full lifetime of mine (15 years...if that was at all unclear the way I phrased it...) I will possibly be married and could even have a kid. I hate thinking about the future; even though school is annoying, I don't want to grow up as quickly as I am forced to do so.
In other news, I have not updated anything that has gone on in my life since before the prom, which as most of you know, I was not allowed to attend. I went to the after-parties, though, and had an awesome time with everyone! I stayed in a room with Alex, Dulce, Maria, and Nattie, and pretty much we all ended up trashed except for Maria and Alex.
Wow, backtracking a bit, am I....I have to think now....
Fuck it; I will skip my life stories up until last weekend.
Ok, Memorial Day weekend...
Victoria ended up spending most of the weekend at my house because her parents went away. So, Friday night I went to Ali's party, while she was supposed to go out with this guy. Ended up the guy fucked her over, and I had to leave the party early. This all fell on Alex's birthday anyways, so she picked me up, and the three of us decided to catch the 12:45 "day after tomorrow."
Saturday we slept in until I think 3:30, which was awesome, and then we went out with my cousin Stacy and my sister to eat. When we came back, we just chilled, and took an hour bath in my parents Jacuzzi...it was hot! (LOL, we were in our bathing suits...Alex, don't get jealous!) The rest of the weekend was fine...spent time with Alex, and just generally hung out.
Oh yea, and don't ever underestimate the power of a parking lot...
Last night Alex and I went out with Michelle and her girlfriend Tatiana, which for those of you who don’t know, Michelle and her are back together. I had a really great time, which was semi-ironic because the whole get-together was partly due to a pretty shitty circumstance. Not my business to say exactly what happened, but it kind of sucked. Fortunately, I think that whatever hard feelings still floating around between Michelle and I were finally obliterated, and that makes me really happy because aside from everything that happened, she’s really an awesome person to hang out with. I hadn’t met Tatiana until last night, and that was really cool as well; she sang for me, and she has a fucking amazing voice!
Anyways, we all met up at Alex’s, and then Nattie and Becca showed up. They were supposed to come eat with us, but ended up just leaving to go have sex somewhere…
So, the rest of us went to KFC/Taco Bell to eat, and I think we freaked some of the people there out because we were like screaming that we were lesbians and stuff….it was funny! After that, we went to a hotel to drop of Michelle and Tatiana, and the four of us ended up hanging out there until like 11. We were all just basically talking and lying in bed with our girlfriend (there were two beds...) just cuddling and shit, and by the time we got to Alex’s car to leave, well…I’ll just say that parking lots serve multiple purposes.
Ok, so all in all it’s been a fun couple of days. Now I’m sick and feel shitty, and today Alex took me home and lay with me in bed to make me feel better. I did.
I have to study for the AP exam tomorrow, should be un piece of cake!
Adios for now,
Your Lil’ Red Head Girl
I am coming out of this year with not only with a different mind set than before, but with a great group of friends, and a girlfriend whom I will miss like crazy come this August. All in all, I just can't believe that this year is over, and it scares me that I only have 3 more years before I will go to college, 7 before grad school (if I go), and in another full lifetime of mine (15 years...if that was at all unclear the way I phrased it...) I will possibly be married and could even have a kid. I hate thinking about the future; even though school is annoying, I don't want to grow up as quickly as I am forced to do so.
In other news, I have not updated anything that has gone on in my life since before the prom, which as most of you know, I was not allowed to attend. I went to the after-parties, though, and had an awesome time with everyone! I stayed in a room with Alex, Dulce, Maria, and Nattie, and pretty much we all ended up trashed except for Maria and Alex.
Wow, backtracking a bit, am I....I have to think now....
Fuck it; I will skip my life stories up until last weekend.
Ok, Memorial Day weekend...
Victoria ended up spending most of the weekend at my house because her parents went away. So, Friday night I went to Ali's party, while she was supposed to go out with this guy. Ended up the guy fucked her over, and I had to leave the party early. This all fell on Alex's birthday anyways, so she picked me up, and the three of us decided to catch the 12:45 "day after tomorrow."
Saturday we slept in until I think 3:30, which was awesome, and then we went out with my cousin Stacy and my sister to eat. When we came back, we just chilled, and took an hour bath in my parents Jacuzzi...it was hot! (LOL, we were in our bathing suits...Alex, don't get jealous!) The rest of the weekend was fine...spent time with Alex, and just generally hung out.
Oh yea, and don't ever underestimate the power of a parking lot...
Last night Alex and I went out with Michelle and her girlfriend Tatiana, which for those of you who don’t know, Michelle and her are back together. I had a really great time, which was semi-ironic because the whole get-together was partly due to a pretty shitty circumstance. Not my business to say exactly what happened, but it kind of sucked. Fortunately, I think that whatever hard feelings still floating around between Michelle and I were finally obliterated, and that makes me really happy because aside from everything that happened, she’s really an awesome person to hang out with. I hadn’t met Tatiana until last night, and that was really cool as well; she sang for me, and she has a fucking amazing voice!
Anyways, we all met up at Alex’s, and then Nattie and Becca showed up. They were supposed to come eat with us, but ended up just leaving to go have sex somewhere…
So, the rest of us went to KFC/Taco Bell to eat, and I think we freaked some of the people there out because we were like screaming that we were lesbians and stuff….it was funny! After that, we went to a hotel to drop of Michelle and Tatiana, and the four of us ended up hanging out there until like 11. We were all just basically talking and lying in bed with our girlfriend (there were two beds...) just cuddling and shit, and by the time we got to Alex’s car to leave, well…I’ll just say that parking lots serve multiple purposes.
Ok, so all in all it’s been a fun couple of days. Now I’m sick and feel shitty, and today Alex took me home and lay with me in bed to make me feel better. I did.
I have to study for the AP exam tomorrow, should be un piece of cake!
Adios for now,
Your Lil’ Red Head Girl