Pulling out the stitches.

[lilredemi]

it hurts so much. my head is not second guessing, but my heart certainly is. I will keep missing him. It may keep hurting.

I pulled out my own stitches this morning. I proved i was a badass to myself, but it hurt like hell. Almost as much as my heart. No, not even a fraction as much.
i cried for hours at work.