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well, this is my first journal, so i really don't know what to say. other than i have a lot of stress adn sadness right now, the holidays, especially christmas are really hard times for me. i lost my grandma to cancer 3 years ago, adn christmas was the last holiday that i spent with her. so christmas is sometimes my fav holiday adn other times not, i like it because i can go back adn reminisk about the good times i had with her, adn i don't like it because it makes me cry, adn sad, and i don't always want to talk to my friends about it, or my family, therefore my feelings are bottled up inside. well off to a play, maybe i'll say more later.