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Yes, this is a third entry.
Lately I've felt like I'm not left out, but I feel like I am just a back seat passenger. Yea, I'm there, but I'm not right up front enjoying the ride. You know? I haven't had an awesome night with my girl friends in a while. We spend weekends seperated and in our own rooms. I wish we would get together and watch a movie, or go to Applebee's, or play Mario Kart. Maury!? Nothing special. Just time together. Those are some of the best times. I remember a lot more of those times last semester. No more hearing stories about what people did and wishing I was there too. :( I wish someone would come up to me and say, "Hey, we are doing ______! You should be there! Come along!" I don't want to ASK to join in... then you get that third wheel feeling, you know? I have so many things to work through, I wish I had those things to distract me and give me a break.
Blah.....
Lately I've felt like I'm not left out, but I feel like I am just a back seat passenger. Yea, I'm there, but I'm not right up front enjoying the ride. You know? I haven't had an awesome night with my girl friends in a while. We spend weekends seperated and in our own rooms. I wish we would get together and watch a movie, or go to Applebee's, or play Mario Kart. Maury!? Nothing special. Just time together. Those are some of the best times. I remember a lot more of those times last semester. No more hearing stories about what people did and wishing I was there too. :( I wish someone would come up to me and say, "Hey, we are doing ______! You should be there! Come along!" I don't want to ASK to join in... then you get that third wheel feeling, you know? I have so many things to work through, I wish I had those things to distract me and give me a break.
Blah.....