Nov 19, 2005 20:47
STEVE-..... Okay.... I told you before I understand why you are mad... But I was never asking her out.... I told her how I felt so it wouldnt bother me anymore... I don't and didn't want to get with her because I knew that would have us stop hanging out and talking.... I don't want to lose the one only family member and best friend over this... I know that you love her but I felt like this since I first meet her at the beginning of football season lastyear.... But I had to tell because it was eating me alive from the inside out... But I guess I should have kept it to myself and feel weird all the time... I know I have to deal with the problem now........ I never meant to turn my back on you... And I would do anything to take it back now because if I knew it was going to end up like this I would have never said it in the first place..... I would rather go jump off a bridge and never be seen again then lose my best friend and only close family memeber that I have down here....
KAYTEE- I was never asking you out so I dont understand why you would tell people that.... I was just telling you how I felt... So I would like for you to clear this shit up.... Because I never wanted to get with you; I just had to get it off my chest.... NOW! I regret even telling you because I jus lost my only close family member down here and best friend....
- THIS WORLD IS NOTHING BUT DRAMA BULLSHIT AND I AM TAKING MYSELF OUT OF IT FOR THE FINAL TIME BECAUSE I AM LOSING EVERYTHING I HAVE DOWN HERE THAT IS CLOSE TO ME....-