WTF

Jan 12, 2004 21:33


OK WHAT THE FUCK. seriously, this is the oddesct night ever, because I thought it would be all hunky dorey right? got a great boyfriend who is always sweet to me and nothing less. thenn im over his house, and the first thing out of his mouth is an insult. sometimes i can take it and its funny.....but tonight.... none of it was funny, but he can NOT  go for longer then like three fucking minutes without insulting me or making me feel like shit or making fun of me.... like seriously, what the fuck? then we are at his house, just chillen ,watching tv. and he starts like grabbing me and like... it hurt, and it was getting annoying, and he wouldnt stop. I mean hes like 3 times stronger then me? you think he would take that into consideration...but noooo!!! then i throw something away and he grabs my arm so tight, like im some little kid b\c he thinks i was walking away....and that hurt and he didnt understand how.... and then... he pissed me off, and i pissed him off, so hes like just leave, and pushed my legs? like i dont know what his problem is, but hes lucky he didnt really hurt hurt me.... or we wouold have a bigger problem then we do now.... so i just walked out of his house..... and i dont know if hes gonna call me tonight,but im not calling him

and then i get home, home sweet home.....yea right....i go to get a shower to cool off about ray, and my mom wants to talk to me.... first shes like whats going on with you and ray? i mean youve been with him awhile and your 17 and beautiful....shut the fuck up and leave me alone. And  like my nose bleeds now for no reason what so ever, like 3i dont know why, it never did that before.....but my mom askes the topping question of....what do you put up your nose, no lie, those were her exact words.........what??? i shove lots of things up there mom? shes like cocain? im like are you fucking kidding me? seriously mom? me? honeslt? im like are you really asking me this, shes like well i dont know why your nose bleeds, fuck, neither do i, shes like none of my kids have had that problem before, im like yea so? and that makes me the one who does drugs? that was it, im like no, and left. that just did me in. way to top off the list of bad events....

the only good things are that mel is pregnant and i got a 91 on my project...other then that.... kill me... .i just want to eat....
Previous post Next post
Up