Aug 26, 2003 23:41
this is so hard, to hard
i never imagined that i would get this attached to him, i mean he is only my cousin, but now he has become one of my best friends.
i had to work tonight, and then it was off to terrys, it was fun..... untill it twas time to say goodbye..... which was so hard, it was like a cryfest. we went out to our field, stared up at the skys freckles..... and cried, then i went back to shells to mourn
and now im here, upset.... ready to cry at any moment....
grrr to him for leaving me