Feb 18, 2005 22:13
Today has been a weird day
I got this flier for TGI Fridays today and have wanted to go there to eat all day.
However When I called John to see if he would want to go he had to get an attitude b 4 I could even ask him if he wanted to go. My other friends already ate, and I'm not gonna go by myself.
It was also weired that after John and I got in our little fight on the phone, my Ex Jarod called me. I don't know how he just knows when I'm fighting with my boyfriends, b/c he always does that. Will just call out of the blue, just when I'm either fighting with my current boyfriend, or when I'm having doubts about them.
Of course he asked me to hang out and wanted to hook up again.
He always does this to me, and I usually fall for it. But I am so done with him it's not funny. He seemed a little sad when I said I have a boyfriend, HA! good, fuck em.
He treated me so bad, played so many games with me, and he cheated on me too.
I told him I would never hook up with him again, and I was serious.
The funny part is that I was pissed at John b 4 Jarod called me, and now I don't feel mad at him at all. Talking to Jarod actually made me appreciate John a little more. John, even though he freaks out on me at times, and I really don't understand why, is still so much better than Jarod has ever been. Hell better than the majority of my boyfriends have ever been. I have really wanted to call him and make up with him since I got off the phone with Jarod, but I think he is sleeping. He probably needs the sleep b/c he was cranky earlier today.