Jan 26, 2010 21:47
Me? I'm scared of everything.
I'm scared of what I saw, I'm scared of what I did, of who I am, and
most of all I'm scared of walking out of this room and
never feeling the rest of my whole life the way
I feel when I'm with you.
Why did you have to be walking by the top of the stairs at the EXACT same time as I was walking up them?
Why?
I mean if we haven't been in the same place at the same time I wouldn't be driving myself crazy with all these questions over and over and over again. But then again if we hadn't I wouldn't have spent that amazing night fishing with you and your friends. Or have gotten that drunk "I just called to say hi" phone call...or would I?
Ya know, maybe Mr.B is right. Maybe I do need to say something to you. I really can't keep going on like this. I mean we(well okay, you) have been doing this bullshit for the last like 4 years. It needs to stop. I can't take it any longer and I need to know the truth.
Do you really like me or are you just playing me?