Getting worse....
I don't know what it is but these past few weeks i've been catching myself thinking about him more and more... :(
I MISS HIM SO FUCKING MUCH!
I guess it is true when they say you don't know what you're missing until it's gone...
Great now I've cause myself to cry, GREAT! It kills me that I can't see or talk to him. I know when you look at it, it will help me in the long run but I don't want it to. Every Wednesday I still look for him when I work thinking there's a slight chance he might come in but I know he's probably avoided it.
School sucks, work sucks even more and boys suck even more than that! Life is just so peachy keen right now.
Oh yeah and being 21 sucks! I've been 21 for a month now and haven't once gone out to the old port or out drinking with friends or anything like that. The only people I drink with are my parents, how fun is that.
Plus MG keeps popping up in my dreams. Very weird but then it gets me to think about him and ahhhh! haha Just make it stop already. This Sunday my flag football team, The Tight Ends, will be playing in the championship. YAY! Very excited about that, just wished my friends cared enough to SHOW UP TO A FUCKING GAME! Gotta love them....
That's it for now i guess, since I should be doing homework, but i'm not. Surprise, surprise.
I MISS HIM SO FUCKING MUCH!
I guess it is true when they say you don't know what you're missing until it's gone...
Great now I've cause myself to cry, GREAT! It kills me that I can't see or talk to him. I know when you look at it, it will help me in the long run but I don't want it to. Every Wednesday I still look for him when I work thinking there's a slight chance he might come in but I know he's probably avoided it.
School sucks, work sucks even more and boys suck even more than that! Life is just so peachy keen right now.
Oh yeah and being 21 sucks! I've been 21 for a month now and haven't once gone out to the old port or out drinking with friends or anything like that. The only people I drink with are my parents, how fun is that.
Plus MG keeps popping up in my dreams. Very weird but then it gets me to think about him and ahhhh! haha Just make it stop already. This Sunday my flag football team, The Tight Ends, will be playing in the championship. YAY! Very excited about that, just wished my friends cared enough to SHOW UP TO A FUCKING GAME! Gotta love them....
That's it for now i guess, since I should be doing homework, but i'm not. Surprise, surprise.