Please call...
If you're reading this tonight, give me a call, i could really use it, just to talk to you, maybe hang out. Im so stressed out. I found out today that meghan's cheated on me many more times than i originally thought. I just want to give up, on everything, but i can't, because tomorrow's another day, another chance. But goddammit, I'm tired of having to fucking smile and take everything like it's normal. IT'S NOT!!!!!!!! It's not normal and im tired of every single person giving me their shit. I want to just make it stop, but i can't, and it hurts, and... quite frankly, i don't know if i can take the hurt anymore. If you read this tonight, call me, i just need to talk to someone. and if you don't read this until tomorrow, then call me then, or talk to me in school.
It's hard to stop loving, it's even harder to convince yourself that you don't love.
It's hard to stop loving, it's even harder to convince yourself that you don't love.