Lets Weigh Out Everything
I am your PDA.
I am you reminder.
I am everything that would make your organising better.
However, I'm a FUCKIN CHORE.
And I'm freaking tired of hearing the same ol' shit for the past year about whatever that's happened in life.
HOWEVER, I endured everything all in the name of love.
Yeah, call me stupid but what can i do?
Love hurts. Love is just blind. And i'm like a dumbass girl telling myself to be patient all the time.
Since you're reading this here, why not i just rant every single thing that's not making me happy.
There is only one thing that i hate the most, the one that topped everything. The cherry on top, is obviously your f.friends.
I could have been myself and lash out every.single.thing that i think of everyone of them.
BUT NOOOO. I didn't. Cause why? Cause i f. think of u.
I don't care what they think of me.
And the best part was, i tried for so many f'ing times but yet they STILL come up with that stupid lame ass dumb and not funny at all "OH YOU'RE LOST?! HI I'm WHICHEVER FUCKS NAME YOU WANNA PUT HERE"
And when i suddenly screw up just because i typed something too fast and then i got busy at work and you read it and think that i'm happily writing it down here, you're putting every single blame on me and saying i'm bull shitting?!?!?!!?!?!
And who are you to say that about me?
Since i'm such a CHORE to you, why bother about me rite???
I did give u a choice and you knew it way from the start.
When i came clean to u, is this what i get?
I'm not asking for self-pity, but who are you to say such things about me?????
Am i just some stupid toy that you can bring down all the time???
And i don't need you to remind me of the past.
And you're telling me that i'm pretending and covering up?
I don't have the time to do so.
If it was someone else, i don't even think they'll bother anymore about u.
If I was who i was in the past, I'd just slam the phone on you and not cared anymore.
I've came clean. I've told the truth and you don't wanna listen.
It's ur call.