Another Dream....
I had another dream about Scott last night. It was a good one i guess but it was weird just like most of the other ones. In this dream scott was awake and alert and he had is leg. He had woken up and i hadn't seen him yet. I went to find him and crying i found him, his back was turned so i said hey i haven't seen you in a while and he turned around and said oh, hey and turned back around. But then when he realized it was me he turned back around and gave me a huge hug and we both cried and laughed. The rest of the dream was like we were back together and had never been apart or gone through life changing experiences. In the dream he even danced with me and thats when i knew it was a dream cause scott doesn't dance, haha. But it woke me up again. I just wish that one day i wouldn't wake up and the dream wouldn't be a dream it would be reality. I want to make these dreams a reality. I want him back. Last night before i went to church i talked to kristy on the phone. she has known wesley since they were little and she called him tuesday to check on him and scott and just see how everyone was doing and see if they needed anything or if she could do anything to help. well, wesley told her off and was extremely mean to her and he told her that if i ever called him he wouldn't be nice to me at all and if i ever tried to see scott again that he wouldn't let it happen. I don't understand why he is doing this to us and especially me because i haven't done anything for him to treat me like this. I wanted to be mean to him and tell him off because of the way he started treating me like a month after the accident like promising things and not being able to keep his promise and other things but i didn't because im not mean to people like that. I just don't get it. I don't deserve to be treated like this especially because of the friendship and deep relationship i have with scott. I just want to tell all of these people off and then...well you don't wanna know what i would do then but let's just say i would be happier because i would be away from all of this.