erase the pain
TAKE ME TO LACUNA
see, i need it... take me there =(
im so tired of feeling deceived... people are so incapable of honesty, it's repulsive. you're sick, you're twisted, and i dont understand why i care. why me. i'd really love to hear an explanation, and NOT an excuse. is it THAT hard to tell the truth? if all you plan to do is LIE then why do you fuckin bother wastin yer time. juss leave me alone and dont waste the brain power it takes to create yer stories. which brings me to the point of people spreading rumours... wow so fuckin lame. desperately in need of lives even more than i am... now THATS pathetic.
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i went downtown the other day (thx again kadie n co.) and im so indecisive lol... i laugh, but it needs to change. and it will. appart from that, it was really refreshing... i got to get away from everything and everyone here. we went to Ryerson... it's so insane to think that if i get accepted, i'll be going there in a few months... it scares me, cos its so intimidating... i got lost in there already LOL! but i need a change, so badly... new people + me = breath of fresh air. right now im suffocating from the carbon dioxide. the bright side: they got tons of hot dog carts!! sweeeeet... lol =)