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god. livejournal. i have totally forgotten about this thing. my life has been a mess. a crazy mess. people have been coming in and out of it. and im so confused. constantly. im not sure if that just comes with the age...its weird. kyle has come back kind of. robs around and being stupid. jens back. its all been such a whirlwind of change in the past month or so. my brother is getting older and its taking me time to get used to it. im adjusting to living back home. school is absolutely overwhelming me..so much in fact that ive begun to question my career choice. im not sure what im saying. teaching is something ive just always been good at. its something that ive always wanted to do. i cant remember wanting to ever do anything else. the mount has this idea that teachers are suposed to be like GODS and they have to know everything. i do not believe for a second, that to teach second grade that you need to know about the history of the vietnam war, or about the history of christianity. im just confused. and im done now. ive forgotten how nice it is to vent in here. brilliant. good night.