Losing It
I feel overly depressed for some reason,maybe it's because I have alot on my mind,and that I'm tired as well,but....maybe this life is a joke.I don't feel very accomplished,or that I'm going anywhere.I don't even feel like I'll reach the goals I wanted either.Like things will just keep going the way they are the rest of my life.I felt so shitty this morning.I had gotten fussed out,had to get a new tire,stressed over how to pay for the tire,and then go by The Something Blue Shoppe,and sit in front of it for a while.I wanted to hurl.All I needed was for David and Christina to walk out of there.I'm jealous.I'm bitter. I have nothing.I feel like I'll just be playing video games the rest of my life,which is basically no life at all. I feel like,even though I'm considered important,I'm not considered important enough for some things.I don't know why I thought things would actually be different for once.That things would actually right,and that I could be happy.